yes . it's another great year ahead . so far memories been flowing. in and out. Feel like last year is like kinda dream. I only wish this year will get even better.

Sometimes i really wonder , am i that bad in chasing after girls. i mean after all with a record of ten times + failures in chasing , i probably should think =/ Recently there's a girl that i like . but , maybe i tend to rush into things . it started out great at first , but slowly now as i get to know her more. she's kinda like going further and further from me. abit too far , probably she got someone she like. maybe not. i dunno. no matter how hard i try , failures bound to happen. it always does.

but that doesnt mean i should give her up. my heart keep pulling me on. how strange is this feeling. sometimes it's hard to explain. whenever i see her , she makes my bad day good. her laughter and the way how hard she works at what she wants rubs on me.
just seeing her makes my day.

but sometimes , whenever i heard she's going out but she didnt even inform me. i felt like so left out. crossed . lonely. maybe she just missed me . probably

even valentine's day . i ask her out.. she reject. when ask her who she going with , she only reply with a smile.

how on earth will i know who is that. maybe it's not me. probably thinking too much

last xmas when i bought her a necklace , she say she'll wear it. probably not for my eyes to see. maybe not.

this shall probably lead me to depression. might be.