it's been hell long since i last posted anything. guess there's tons of cobwebs here already. but nevertheless , i found time to blog a little into what's happening in my life right now.


if some of u remembered , i was struggling pretty heavy the last time i blogged. yeah. it was a fierce battle , i dare not say i've truly won but at least i dare to say i won over myself. it's definitely a struggle to try to clear my modules . but nevertheless , i've cleared almost all of them except one.

Though i've tried but i failed to deliver my promises on time.

after reassuring my lecturers that i will show them i will clear it , they decided to give me a chance to retake that module although it's not possible in logical sense since i have already repeated that module once. it's nvr in the school policy to accept a student to repeat twice for the same module.

nevertheless i decided not just to clear the module but to push myself further. i've taken up a temp job as an admin in NAFA to be able to self sufficient .


after working for nearly a month plus , i felt somehow lost. as in lack of direction as to where should i be heading next time. with this design diploma , what can i possibly acheive.


my mind has been on a rollercoaster ride these days, with emotion running up and down. no one knows , not even my close friends.


Dead end? am i running in circles waiting for things to happen ?


probably.





in fact , i dun even know if i can survive on my dream.


the fact that i only dream... will my dreams be answered?