Antidisestablishmentarianism

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Will you ever notice me...

What exactly is life about ?

It would have been weird for me to post something of such seriousness after a long break away from this blog as im busy with alot of other stuffs going on in my life. Recently , my friends introduce me to a very hear warming drama called 1 litre of tears and what i saw suddenly make me realised what i have done till now was in short foolish. All this 20 years of my life , i never even question about anything else outside of my life. Never question myself why did i chose to be in this path . Never even think about what would my future be like. All i ask is to be what i wanted to be. Life is such a strange thing. Every sec every hour around the world , people are dying out of sickness and illness yet we could do nothing . Nothing that could save their life. Does it mean that life as a human being is as weak as we seem to be ? Even a caterpillar could turn into a butterfly when the time is appropriate but why could human do a simple thing such as overturning it's own fate for the better. Does it necessary means that human could be nothing more than a mortal flesh with some basic will to survive? Days after days i saw what human claim to be fufulling lifes and yet some of them threw what they have away. They smoke , gambled , rob . Is this truly life that human wants? Many a times people stand at the platform of the station and even when the train come they will not want to board it . I often think to myself why did they do that . Arent people escaping from their emotions when they wanted to let it out ? Why arent human as tey are be true to themselves ? Cant all the wars and fighting cease between people ? Why cant they contributed more to what they wanted to do ? Tired workers working from morning till night and only have little time to spare for thier kids . Everyday , every month , every year . The same old thing. None of this will improve if people keep going at thier own pace. Harsh cruel reality have force what humans were before . I call them the human's human.