Here's a story of a boy,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little girl who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy chatting with your friends,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

someone full of ideas , full of thoughts .

DESIRESY
The world will always be a better place tomorrow !

LEAVE ME Some FootPrints here !Y


EXITSY

Clara. Joan. Samuel. Zach. Amanda. Fiona. Joshua. Mac. Weili. Eleena. Chow Pyng. Weiyi. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend.

ARCHIVES;

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Thursday, September 20, 2007
10:47 PM

Flames ignited ~ let there be a goal that guide me thru ..

Number of hours wasted :

playing games : infinite.. (lost count)

Social life : null..

My life acheivement : 0

What have i done : ...

I've killed myself ~

It took me long enough to realise what was i missing throughout this entire two month of holiday..

Bad enug , it took out my life.. my entire life..

But im glad it did ,

cause if it doesnt ,

i'm gonna kill it myself ..

as the poems goes :


 I stop breathing
And look at the knife in my hand
It looks as if I have no reason to live
But I keep thinking about you
You light up my life
You keep me alive
Without you life seems meaningless
The knife in my hand falls to the floor
I hear your voice say
'I love you'
And that's all I need to know

there are many reason plp live for

for me

it's my dreams ,

my goals

my ambition

my desires

that keep me alive

without dreams ,

i wouldnt know what i am living for

without goals

i dun even know what's waking up for

without ambition

i wouldnt even think of tml

without dreams

i wouldnt be the guy i used to be..

Selfish aint it..

But to live

is to make sure every second counts

to live each day with a goal in mind

with a motive to drive you on

meaning having no regrets at the end of the day

and look forward to another day

but

can i really do it ?

im beginning to doubt myself

even at this instance of writing this

im starting to wander

if my mind is that weak

and my body wouldnt compromise

than i shall force my will out of me

Force it shall be

Be it cruel

Be it harsh

if there something i need to do

i have to do it

and act quick

..

.


 Sometimes I look at the watch
And wish I could stop time, but I can't
Cause time is Gods tool, to determine.
Every thing grows, and also dies
Can time suffer and also die?
Is time flat? Or is time round?
Where is time? Can time be found?
Is time there with each beat of my heart?
Was time there from the very start?
Is time bound? Or is time free?
Is time that, what is meant to be?
I can't say yes or no cause god
Is only the one who, know…
BY A.D & Some 1 from here.

Yes.. time is precious.. you cant stop it.. but you could use it meaningful for someone.. for yourself..

Treasure your time..

STOP READING MY BLOG NOW AND GET BACK TO YOUR LIFE !

It's a lie..

I lied about having frogs fall from the sky
I lied to my mum that a dog ate up my books
I lied to get the girl to make her mine
I lied that I'm a good boy
I lied..
But what have i gain
Nothing..


Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, September 08, 2007
3:41 AM

My birthday is over !

haha . im a year older now.. reach the 2 digit liao.. cannot be what i am before.. like i say , things will change when u first make the move to change.. just hope that everything will change for the better , for someone.. and for myself..

What's Next ??


You might be curious as what's next ?? Well , i have a few things in mind i ought to do about myself.. You might not noe unless u're very close to me.. i often drown myself in games not because they are fun or anything less .. Even how bad the game is , i will go and try it.. the truth is , i dun even want to touch the game but because i have so much problems that are unresolve i chose to run away from it... Escapism.. when im in the world of digital , i will lose myself in it... when i come back to reality , i noe there's no running away from this world and the problems i am currently facing.. relationships , commitments , jobs , portfolio, etc etc..

I have to put an end to this somehow .. but how ?? well , all i nid and have to do is chant and pray more.. put an end to the games might solve the problem for awhile but it shall soon surface back.. i must and will get rid of the root of the problem in myself..


Trainer's Celebration

It's been nearly few months since the last celebration we held for the trainers as many of us have been busy with alot of task.. family day , exams period.. But now it's holiday time , i am sure many of us will be quite bored staying at home so im sure everyone look forward to the gathering.. i'll be informing u guys about the gathering very soon as it will be on the next sat assuming that everyone is on holiday and can make it .. but if cant , we still can work things out.. check with me at my hp number .. thanks .. im pretty much excited about this also.. i gonna work somethings out .. ^_^


Will you ever notice me...