Flames ignited ~ let there be a goal that guide me thru ..

Number of hours wasted :

playing games : infinite.. (lost count)

Social life : null..

My life acheivement : 0

What have i done : ...

I've killed myself ~

It took me long enough to realise what was i missing throughout this entire two month of holiday..

Bad enug , it took out my life.. my entire life..

But im glad it did ,

cause if it doesnt ,

i'm gonna kill it myself ..

as the poems goes :

I stop breathing And look at the knife in my hand It looks as if I have no reason to live But I keep thinking about you You light up my life You keep me alive Without you life seems meaningless The knife in my hand falls to the floor I hear your voice say 'I love you' And that's all I need to know

there are many reason plp live for

for me

it's my dreams ,

my goals

my ambition

my desires

that keep me alive

without dreams ,

i wouldnt know what i am living for

without goals

i dun even know what's waking up for

without ambition

i wouldnt even think of tml

without dreams

i wouldnt be the guy i used to be..

Selfish aint it..

But to live

is to make sure every second counts

to live each day with a goal in mind

with a motive to drive you on

meaning having no regrets at the end of the day

and look forward to another day

but

can i really do it ?

im beginning to doubt myself

even at this instance of writing this

im starting to wander

if my mind is that weak

and my body wouldnt compromise

than i shall force my will out of me

Force it shall be

Be it cruel

Be it harsh

if there something i need to do

i have to do it

and act quick

..

.

Sometimes I look at the watch And wish I could stop time, but I can't Cause time is Gods tool, to determine. Every thing grows, and also dies Can time suffer and also die? Is time flat? Or is time round? Where is time? Can time be found? Is time there with each beat of my heart? Was time there from the very start? Is time bound? Or is time free? Is time that, what is meant to be? I can't say yes or no cause god Is only the one who, know… BY A.D & Some 1 from here.

Yes.. time is precious.. you cant stop it.. but you could use it meaningful for someone.. for yourself..

Treasure your time..

STOP READING MY BLOG NOW AND GET BACK TO YOUR LIFE !

It's a lie..

I lied about having frogs fall from the sky
I lied to my mum that a dog ate up my books
I lied to get the girl to make her mine
I lied that I'm a good boy
I lied..
But what have i gain
Nothing..